i dont see why you're lying. it may seem silly to you, but trust is real to me, and i dont see why it's such an important thing to hide. it's only making me nervous. maybe it'll make sense soon, or maybe it was a joke. but maybe it's time for the joke to be over, so i can stop wondering if this was all fake from the start. it's stupid, but maybe that's just because im stupid. explain it to me, because i thought i had it all figured out, but now im lost again.